paying my dues

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Believe

you know it was 4 years ago today that we all watched as our country had the breath knocked out of it on september 11, 2001. its so amazing how fast time goes by, 4 years has gone by on a time when most thought the world would never move again. i skipped school that day and sat at home and heard about the first plane flying into the tower, and all i thought was how unfortunate it was for all the people in the plane. just a few minutes later i was on the road listening to the bob and tom show and they announced that another plane had hit and they mentioned the idea of a terrorist attack. i never made it into my school, i drove to my fire dept. and sat around a tiny tv and watched with a large group of fire fighters, i watched as hundreds of fire and police ran into a building that everyone else was desperate to leave. 59 police and 352 firefighters never again got to see their wives or children. i didnt know anyone there, but a few days later i just laid down under a tree and cried. it was the worst day of my life. it sucks that it took something like this for our country to do some good, and up until a few weeks ago when katrina ravaged the coast, it seems like we had lost that spirit to do good, to band together and dominate the badness that happens to our own people. remember what september 12th or 13th was like? everyone was in a daze, but everyone was ready to help. lines at donation centers, waiting list to give blood, people lined the streets for firefighters and police who were just driving down the road. tragedy tends to show the best of people...maybe we should live our lives like one big tragedy.


Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out
Never knowing you weren't going to be coming down alive
But you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing, only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
And you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed
Wanna hold my wife when I get home
Wanna tell the kids they'll never know how much I love to see them smile
Wanna make a change or two right now
Wanna live a life like you somehow
Wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile
Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
-Yellowcard
"Again today, we take into our hearts and minds those who perished on this site four years ago, and also those who came to toil in the rubble to bring order out of chaos, to help us make sense of our despair. The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here"

1 Comments:

  • i love you husband. i'm so glad we've been together this long. seriously, there are miles and miles to brad garland.

    By Blogger Megan P., at 1:12 PM  

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